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uncomfortable

by orangesoda

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lily rasmussen ur music is the cutest thing ever!! always brings a smile 2 my face:-) Favorite track: couches.
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1.
yuck 00:43
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my body scares me it’s fragile and uncomfy it’s got a lot of bruises that are all a mystery ur body scared me it was big and unhappy but it was comfy and now im unhappy it’s good to know i love that it’s something that i can do but sometimes there’s too much i wish u were not u u’ve got the softest hands i couldn’t find a callous but u didn’t know what to do with them so u hid them in ur pockets i had my own pockets but still i reached 4 u i brushed ur pocket hand but it wouldn’t move i said i didn’t know when really i did feigning ignorance makes me manipulative but i don’t wanna be i just wanna be in control of these feelings
3.
anyway(s) 01:54
i thought i was safe traveling with u u were a backpack in the color blue u were a notebook i could take with me and write my poems that later we could read the world behind us u r the kindest ur jacket warmest and blanket softest i miss ur face when ur mouth opened my love is open where have u been ur probably sleeping i keep on keeping this secret to myself my love's for u and nobody else i make my yogurt different colors with m&ms ur skin is lovely y do u think it's ugly i can't love u but i do anyways
4.
couches 02:24
i'm probaly not the saddest person but i am rarely happy by myself however just the other day i was smiling, sitting on my couch maybe it was the jonathan richman i was playing one of his cds but i have heard them all before and i have never felt like this before that's how i know it's u dishes piled in my sink i'm used to watching tv by myself however just the other day i saw u smiling, sitting on my couch i wanna tell u why it is i read the signs we pass compulsively i try to think of why that is i usually don't talk so much like this that's when i knew it was u
5.
poems 01:25
u said u started writing poems but u won't let me read them well i wrote a poem too it's about u but u can read it if u want to u said that all ur friends were depressed well i'm sorry u've got another one to deal with im sorry i showed so much interest it's something i have to deal with
6.
drinks 01:33
last night i was scared of growing up now im in the bathroom throwing up i drank too much something i usually dont do the drinks stung as they went down i spent my time throwing ur name around i liked it's warmth it reminded me of ur bed but i can't remember the things i said seeing things that were not there talking bout dyeing ur hair i said i'd help but knew i'd fuck it up cause i want u to do the things u wanna do
7.
waffles 01:34
the time that u first followed me helping out with my laundry i felt ur warmth inside of my laundry i felt ur warmth inside of my body on the couch i watched u move closer the waffles warming inside of ur toaster i tied ur hands when u were near me ur blanket carrying my feet softly a tighter grip a crowded place a confused thought an empty space i say the things u wanna hear and when ur gone i start to fear that u don’t know the things i know i love u so
8.
being 02:43
i wanna be alive i've got this soft stuff in my hands filling space between my fingers i've got the same stuff in my heart my heart i know my hands will never change always reaching for the wrong people but this stuff inside my heart my heart this bus is moving fast and when it turns the corner it nearly hits the cars that pass but i feel safe some days i spend inside my bed where it is warm and nothing hurts me no one talks to me and i am safe i want the world to know ur name i wanna say it so often that it loses its meaning and i wanna feel alive
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alive 01:50
u r a gift i am a blur i wonder if i knew just what u were u'd be a dream of the bittersweet kind i love too much i hope that u don't mind and when i feel the things i think i should feel will i love everything will it make u real sometimes i think about the way ur pant legs roll ur holy shoes and all of ur old clothes the front seat of ur car it scared me that i could see u in the dark so early in the morning u r alive
10.
bye 00:55

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idk what the latter half of 2015 was but here's an album about it

most songs written sept/oct '15, except "being" and "alive," both written dec '15

all recorded in my bedroom w/ my phone bc poor

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released December 17, 2015

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orangesoda Tallahassee, Florida

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